I want to get hurt . A car accident, anything .
I want to get injured enough to wind up in a hospital , just
to see if anyone would come to make sure that i'm okay .
And i'd pretend to be sleeping or dying so in case anyone who actually did come , they would sit at the edge of my bed , crying and tell me everything i want to hear .
Everything they've ever thought of me ,
how they really feel about me , if they're sorry for anything .
I just want to know the truth .
And i want to know who truly cares about me .